[Jean-Paul Four] Suffering

When we went to Lyon last year, We did a photo shoot at the studio of the photographer fetish/BDSM : Jean-Paul Four. In my queries, I had asked : no physical pain… And as Sir Jean-Paul Four is a mischievous and a little trickster… I have not cut. He put clamps on sex 2 times in a row.

The first time, I supported them without problem. It's been. And I was even proud of me !

The second time it went less well. I think for three reasons :
– my sex was still sore from the first installation
– I had slept 1 hour at the most because of the execrable bedding and the photo shoot was physical
– I had a migraine due to lack of sleep…

When JEAN-Paul oven asked me to pull the strings of the pliers to spread my lips, It made that amplify the sensation of pain, I hate suffering that.

I can't stand the pain “volunteer”, while I'm resistant to evil in everyday life. I can not at all to enter a bid other than sexual role play. In BDSM, I am dominant. Racing results, I cried… But what a shame ! Had already makes it me with my darling first where he tried to dominate me and where he had given me some martinet calls. This is the moment where we would become a small smiled and blend in with the décor, no longer be seen and be forgotten immediately. I was terribly embarrassed to burst into tears as… a big baby.

After, It has quickly been a bad memory. I'm bonnarde, I take the good side of life. The poor John Paul was well annoyed and didn't think that I would live it as bad. We took a small break to drink a shot and snack. He was very friendly and attentive. He sought my limits, Despite the fact that I had put the physical pain in my forbidden, and we found them. It's always interesting psychologically to test himself. I could change. I works so, I live my own experiences in order to judge my limits, my tastes, my preferences… I do rely not on prejudice but I am using my own felt so. We're never better served than by yourself !