Libertine evolution since 2003

Our naughty practices may seem hard, or extreme. We started libertinism in… June 2003. As you may be right now. We went at my own pace : first the libertine - to see club, then play-, then private parties (couples with bi women, Trios, Mini-gangbang). MrSirban has always adapted to my desires and has never imposed anything..

Dialoguez de vos fantasmes, be honest, you're not hiding anything. Trust is paramount. It is neither adultery, or deception, nor deception. These are the basics of libertinism for weaving a complicit and respectful of the other relationship. We have each(E) its evolution, his fantasies, his misgivings. We are sensitive humans, de tourments et de craintes. Amusez-vous par plaisir. Ce n’est pas une compétition, un défi ou “pour faire plaisir à l’autre car il insiste”. Libertinism is a hedonistic sharing, a state of mind.

Les Maîtres-Mots : Sharing, Benevolence, Respect.

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Retrospective : how it all started ?

It all started early 2003. My man told me about licentiousness, a practice which he exercised for twenty years. After d ’ a very Catholic parent, I had never heard. J ’ stayed at the licentiousness of Sade, Title of Laclos, Casanova and #8217 had no idea that #8217 a contemporary version existed. The white goose ! My curiosity did the rest. Reading the magazines (Union, Club South, Swing, Interconnection…) as ’ he left each month on the table made me want to make my own idea on the environment. J ’ always try before you say that j ’ love or n ’ not like something. Even though I #8217 have prejudices of my own, I'd rather try and make my own opinion. We're never better served than by yourself.

Very quickly and before we even lived together, the erotic pictures and small strut your stuff be are invited to our lives. MrSirban sometimes asked me to send him pictures of me, charm, I was free to put me in the scene like I wanted. May St 2003, MrSirban joined me in Paris and I posed naked for the first time in front of his analogue reflex. I had that 22 years.

June 2003, I wanted to go to Cap d'Agde. I l ’ specifically asked, watching this so-called libertinage on glossy paper, between porn chic (Interconnection) and vulgar (Swing), j’avais peur que ce soit sordide et glauque. Il fallait que je vois de mes propres yeux pour savoir ce qu’il en était vraiment. I was afraid to fail to naked me in front of strangers, mais cela s’est fait très facilement. Nudity is everywhere present and becomes natural. The complex jump one after the other. We spent the day at the libertine Beach, then in the evening, After dinner at the Roman Villa (former name of the the Glamour libertine club restaurant), I asked to see a libertine club. My first steps of libertine are made in cuddle corner of this club, where in the basement, I enjoyed me being touched by many hands, several men and a few women. J ’ I a-do-re ! L ’ atmosphere was excellent, good child, joyful, festive. Nobody forced nobody. Girls n ’ were not vulgar matrons and men n ’ had nothing of perv. J ’ felt a sense of freedom from my unique body for the first time.

It is not easy to guess his libertine way, There are so many different pleasures and asked labels. I quickly realized that I preferred men after trying a bisexual experience with a couple. The woman took care of me, But if I had fun, I was unable to.

My Darling quickly positioned as my pleasure voyeur. At the beginning, He was a little : I took care of him and the other man, He was part of foreplay with the other woman but would never penetrate it. Now, It wants even more to do with other women. Nous nous inscrivons pour la première fois sur un site de rencontres libertines le 2 November 2003, Netechangisme, become Wyylde today.

We're groping, on se positionne sur la recherche d’hommes seuls pour tenter un premier trio, to be held in January 2004. As early as may 2004, It increases the number of rogues by making our first mini-gangbang with six Libertines, another couple and softness ! I'm not yet a fan of spanking.

As soon as 2004, either one year after our debut in licentiousness is the desire to share our lifestyle. Designing a small site amateur libertine, in which MrSirban and I ask equally. My man likes to be photographed and immortalized me as it does even today. We are in the same State of mind that now : sharing, complicity, exhibits and debauchery. However, as soon as 2006, We are forced to close because of my beloved colleagues recognized him and it's a big problem. He's on the verge of dismissal.. We keep a low profile on the web until 2011, but the desire #8217 to share is strong. We reopen this first site : new nicks and blurred faces to limit risks on blogspot. Important details : It has never intended to make a business of libertinism, we are very attached to our freedom. We refuse to coerce ourselves in anything. If people paid a monthly subscription, we would feel in the #8217 obligation to show off, libertine meetings to feed subscriptions. This would become a work with constraints, forced moments when the desire is mixed or absent just out of obligation to subscribers. Free #8217 be completely freed from this pressure. Everything you see is done only out of mutual envy. That is, MrSirban AND me. It's fun, sharing without expecting anything else in return than the exchange !

We've focused our search for single men, one by one and then quickly, four or five. Without seeking the sweetness, I did not yet be abused : or spanking, or slap, or insult, No kissing on the mouth… I discovered my own sexuality after having been held back years.

Over the years, the limits have jumped. I liked more manly reports. I started to tell me as sexually submissive in 2009, After having been treated like a real bitch by a group of three rascals (read the article of a good sex party under a camping tent). I had ever taken pleasure in licentiousness and I then turned to more hard reports : less than foreplay, insults, slapping, use of my body…

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Currently : more assertive desires

Today, j ’ clearly likes to be “rough ride” When the rascality : slapping, insults, spanking (as the excitement mounts, the more I like them strong, as slapping), hair pulling… My nipples are very sensitive and I don't like it pulls them or pushing them around. I love to be walked on a leash, like a bitch or licking the feet of my lovers. I like to put myself at the service of the pleasure and this is how I take mine : being a sex toy, a sex toy can be used for play and enjoy.

Do a gangbang or the cuckolding, softness and tenderness bore me. Hugs, Kisses, Caresses, I agree with the man that I love and not with a more or less unknown Rascal. I am not at all submissive in BDSM, I am Domina sadistic. My submission is that sexual and does for the same Act. Out of naughtiness, I have a good character and don't expect me to bow to your every desire. I'm neither your bitch nor your slut. ! I know what I like and don't like, j ’ like to try new things to make my own idea. I hate pain, feel it, but I like to give it, offer it.

I appreciate too much foreplay, but I love making. I can stay three-quarters of #8217 hour sucking limbs stretched towards my mouth during our trips “the chain pipes” and “Bukkake”. I trained for almost a year to get the deep throats (read the article : Tips and tricks to get the deep throat). I'm excited to see men enjoying quickly after sucking or masturbating. It makes me shiver with pleasure.

During bukkake or gangbang, I gladly assume my function of empty-balls or garage with dicks. These are terms I have long execrateed : the supreme annoyance that MrSirban could use when he wanted to tease me or get me started at quarter turn. Now, I l ’ use myself in action. Pavlov reflex ? Assume in respect and a reward to the key, a beautiful tail emptying for my greatest happiness.

On my birthday in 2014 (read the article), I liked most of all be degraded, humiliated as never : forced deepthroat, well felt slapping, spitting on face and body (I hate getting spit on it yet), choke, facial, Golden shower. It was the first time that the situation was, I was ready but I asked my likes the agreement. Debauchery is a sharing and should not be imposed. Always be respectful of the wishes and expectations of each protagonist - man, woman, Couple-, it's paramount and it's the basis.

Against all odds, I loved getting pissed on : body, hair, face. For a first with another man, I have not received three drops, but streams of urine which is infiltrating my nostrils. The taste was present in my throat, I was drowned in piss… And liked it a lot, because I had reached a very high level of excitement. A cold, point blank, I am not sure that I agree the query.

We love bringing non-libertins into our erotic games much like the Viscount of Valmont and the Marquise de Merteuil in the novel by Choderlos de Laclos. It's ecstatic, There is a great deal of possible hazards : the man can deflate, the meeting may last only a few seconds, the place of debauchery retained may not work… We have experienced it in September 2015, during a housewarming party non-libertine, where I poached the bartender that I sucked between two Trestles (read the article) and again in December 2016, where I've been kiss in the street by a stranger meet two hours earlier in a bar (read the article). This isn't a standard libertine meeting where we know how this will end, to 95 % chance to bed. Here, nothing is programmed or pre-determined. Adrenaline is up, everything is done on the moment and the feeling of the moment : the chance of meeting, the pleasure of the unknown, the transgression. We call it HOTWIFE meetings.

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Soon : blow up limits

Now that I know full well that humiliation and degradation excite me, I greet it with gluttony when they are offered to me. I always hate the pain and in fact, My quote remains exclusively sexual. There are several fantasies I like to do. All tend to this submission, This humiliation :

• wait for the men to pass in a hotel, offered
• undergo a form of public disgrace without pain, for humiliation and degradation
• make the dogging and take care of the men who would come to the window of the car : fact (read the article)
• return to the porn movies, where I'm on the old, wholesale, ugly, hunks… I don't care
• poach non-libertins for unforeseen and non-programmed hotwife plans : fact ! (read the article here or still l ’ article here)
• get caught in inclusion places for this purpose : bar toilet, fitting room, Street… : fact ! (read the article here !)

As you can see, my sexual submission goes through these pleasures : be abused, used… I often encounter the problem to have a physique that contrasts with my desires. D ’ a sweet candor apparent, I like yet be rushed. I am less fragile and delicate than that my appearance suggests.

My submission is that sexual : No clamps, whip, Plug, pain or other… and it only occurs during the Act, Besides I am not at all submissive. In BDSM, I am exclusively Domina sadistic and I not not switch.

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